I cannot WAIT to be able to go camping. The first few times will be hard, as T will not be with us. We had often talked about taking M camping.. so it will be bittersweet. However, I must make new memories now. I can no longer focus on the past. Our future is too [...]
Posts under ‘Self Improvement’
The Battle
I went to a class at the gym yesterday called Body Combat. Oy. I can barely move today. There was lots of kicking and punching. It was a fun class, and I TOTALLY see myself doing it again. Just not right now. I have to be real with myself. I go to Body Pump twice [...]
Letting go
I was going through some paper work in the closet this morning. I found the certification from my diamond ring. I wish that I could say that I had more certified diamonds, as they ARE a girls best friend, after all. Ha! However, I only had that one ring, and I will never see that [...]
Weight
I hate that word. So much hangs on that single word for me. I have an upcoming docs visit for blood work. I hate going because I have to weigh in and see just how far I am tipping the scales. I simply do not have a choice though, because my levels need to be [...]
Exercise
It is no secret that I have been dealing with a bit of depression. I have been shying away from treatment for depression because I SHOULD be depressed. Anyone who knows what in the heck I have faced over the last year or two can surely understand. I just do not think that I need [...]
Pain!
My back hurts. I don’t think that I did anything to throw out my back. I would like to blame my mattress, but that would be lame. The fact of the matter is, it is because of my weight.
I am changing that. Which is why my back hurts. LOL. I have been attending Body [...]
Trying again!
I know that I have posted before about apidexin. It is a diet pill that claims to be able to make you lose 4 to 7 pounds a week. I bet it works. But not for people like me…
I have a thyroid condition called hypothyroidism. My doc told me that no matter what I [...]
Old friends
I was talking to T the other night about one of his old childhood friends. His name is J, and he was always a wee little thing. He had to take growth hormones as a kid, because he just did not grow. I joked about how these days, it would have been much easier for [...]
Inner struggles
I read a blog post from someone that I have been reading for a long time. She struggles with the weight issues, just like I do. She talked about how she always talks about losing the weight, and she talks about reaching goal weights, etc., but that she just has not been DOING. And that, [...]
Nosin’ ’round the internet
The internet is an interesting world. I was nosing around some weight loss sites and found this site about diet pills. It was basically a review site talking about different diet pills and what have you. I had read somewhere else about an apidexin scam. This is a pill that you can supposedly lose 4 [...]