I have struggled with closing the door on T for a while now. I know this is what I have needed to do. Yet, I cannot, not completely. And I am ok with that, as long as I do not let myself get sucked into the drama.
I promised myself something a long time ago, if [...]
Posts from ‘August, 2009’
A promise kept.
Hurt.
There is something that a lot of people do, that never bothered me before. Even I was guilty of this at times. Now though, it cuts me like a knife.
People throw around terms like it is nothing. You see someone doing something stupid or crazy and you say “What are you smoking crack?” Or “So [...]
Look! Another post!
I had wanted to blog every.single.day when I set this place up. So much for that.
Let’s see…
I did not get a restraining order against T. After M’s birthday, I did not hear from him again. Until this past Friday. I will get to that a bit later.
As much as I like to think that I [...]
ugh.
It is looking like I am going to have to get a restraining order against T. He keeps calling me, insisting that I let him talk to, and see M. I am not comfortable with this AT ALL.
I told him that I knew that he was still at it, and I am tired of him [...]
A few changes.
So, not sure if you will notice but I changed some names in some of my posts. Like the names of my pets and shit. It will not be too hard for people to figure out who I am if they come lookin’ for me. And lets face it, I am hardly a blip on [...]
stuff…
I need to learn to KEEP MY MOUTH shut. Seriously. Gosh.
The mom from the AT&T rollover minutes commercials KILLS me. She is too funny.
My mom called M a ‘motor mouth’ today because she just WOULD NOT SHUSH. Upon being called a motor mouth, she said ‘ Yeahhhh’, and started making motorboat noises with her mouth. [...]
Three. 3. III.
This date, three years ago, was my due date for M. It came, and went. And she turned around so that instead of being head down, she was now butt first. She kept punching my ribs and I swear once or twice I could feel her arm in my esophagus.
I did not give birth until [...]
Life..
It is GOOD.
My road back to where I wanna be is going to be long. But I am no longer looking back. Let’s just say I have moved on in a big way. LOL.
*winks*
Stuff
M and I went to lunch yesterday with my MIL and FIL. It was good to see them. No matter what goes on with T, seeing them or being around them is never weird or strained. I truly love and appreciate the both of them very much.
My MIL said something to me about the situation [...]