It is in the 60s here this morning. *screams*
Mom and I just threw all the windows open and shut the air off.
This makes me very happy. I am so thankful for the AC, but damn. I hate being all closed up in the house for so long. So when the weather allows me to [...]
Posts from ‘September, 2009’
Cold front!
Out of focus.
I am having a very hard time keeping focus. I wake up in an awful mood. It is hard to shake off. I look at M and I am SO thankful that I have her. I am thankful for my friends and my mom. But still, the foul mood persists.
Ordinarily I would drown my [...]
The hell?
Ok, so I know I should not complain, because there are TONS of people with no health care in this country. I am now on Medicaid. Oy. Trying to find a doctor in my area is impossible as there are none. I have to go to either Tampa or St. Pete. I do not like [...]
Thinking
They say you should never have regrets in life. I DO have regrets though.
I sit here and wonder if things with T would be different had I seen to it that he got help when I caught him abusing his pain meds. His Dad had wanted to get involved way back then, and I said [...]
Life. It goes on.
I was going to pack it all in, my entire online life. Yeah, I know, go ahead and roll your eyes. I have been an internet junkie since..1995 or so. Who am I kidding?
So I apologize for the tantrum. I am quite embarrassed, as I should be. Right. Okay, so…. Moving on..
I have made [...]
Done
I have just had enough of the bullshit. I am DONE. Thanks for playing, see yah.
Survivor
Huh. Does anyone still read this?? LOL
Anyway, I settled in tonight to watch Survivor. Anyone that knows me, knows that I am an admitted Survivor junkie. In 10 years, I have missed ONE episode. I love this show. The only other reality show that I watch is the Amazing Race.
This was something that T and [...]
*snort*
Today we had Directv installed. OH how I have missed thee!!
So, the installer guy, when he first got here, was very nice but REALLY did not want to have to crawl under the house to run cables. And my first thought was “Man. If you don’t wanna do this kinda thing, get ANOTHER JOB.” LOL
I [...]
Please..I want your input.
Which do you like best for a book title?
In the Shadow of Addiction …
OR
An Addict in Disguise ..
?
Yes. I am going to write a book. No, not in hopes of getting published. I am not dumb. I just want an account of my relationship with T out clearly and on paper. And it needs a [...]
A quick post!
I am at S’s and she is cookin’, so I thought I would take a minute to blog.
Our flight here was delayed 3 hours due to a loverly storm that blew in literally 20 minutes before we were supposed to leave. The plane we were supposed to be on was circling over the Gulf, [...]